Return to Life

April is ending. *sniff* (but omg band trip!) I like the layout/theme of this blog better than my LiveJournal blog, but I don't use this one much. Only mami reads it anyway. Alright, so one thing I do want to mention is that I've finally partially figured out how to function with the iTunes and iPod. *feels so apple-illiterate* However, after synching the iPod to my computer, the whole library that was in there before... disappeared. Loss of 200+ (korean/asian) songs and a few Family Guys episodes. *sniff* Anyway, the point is, I was looking through my folder of mp3 on my computer and listening to them, and honestly, I don't really like half of them anymore. I mean, they are good songs, mostly TW/asian, but they seem sorta old to me, I guess. Thus, I need some suggestions. T.T I took so long to get to the point there. Ok, moving onto second piece of (more important) news: I've taken this huge leap in returning to life. *pats self on back* ok, no, honestly. It's before my actual goal, too. That makes things even better, I guess, since then I can actually enjoy the weekend. *cheers* Geez, I took over a month to get here though. I think it might have helped if I got to talk to someone about it, but apparently plans like to not work out for me. Not to say that it's anyone's fault or anything; just saying I wish it was faster. However, recovering by myself seems to have actually helped. I admit it's been a long and painful process, but I leared more than I ever would have imagined. I think I owe him a thank-you. It is probably the most priceless experience I will ever learn from. Baba said to uhm hm, what was it... 'follow your heart'? I understood what he meant, but what if that's really painful? I refrained from saying that to him since I haven't exaclty been that nice to him in the past month or so. *apologies* He's quite a bit preoccupied with other topics so I've left him alone and spared him my wierd moods. Oh well, bottom line, I feel better and l have some catching up to do. Ok, I'm going to go off and listen to some asian music that I haven't touched since last month. (Give suggestions!) <3>

new madre

ok so uh question dear mami... are you actually following this blog. if you actually wanted to know like what's up with my life, follow my LJ account instead. i actually tend to post there. (or you could ask me lol). im c/p todays post from there. ok so completely failing life at the moment. and scheduling for the next year's classes is always so depressing. its trying to plan one's future and coming to the realization that one's future depends on what's done in the years of most non-productive feeling. and not to mention there's no goal, no directional light in the horizon cuz the fog is being greedy. ok so yea but i wanna hear what ppl wanna be/have planned for themselves so at least i know somwhere in the world it's all well-planned for. ah i quite admire ppl with a direction. anyway besides that. cmea solo/ensemble tmr. and i will die. period. ( i feel bad for my accompanist for having to play with a such a failing person. maybe i can present some slight worth tmr.) omg the rain im going to MURDER it. why must it keep raining. ok well perhaps its decided to stop today. but still that doesn't help being wet. oh but even after so much dripping and coldness and fat drops of water, we're still in drought. wtl. ok i must sound like some pessimistic loser. the one thing that makes me happy i pbb shouldn't say to much about or else like i could be dead if in case mis padres decide to raid my life. which im quite sure they hav half-way by now. but "secretively". i post like once or twice a month. me sucks. what else. hmmmmmmmm ok AP us history is going to suck. history now is like ehhhhhh. and well at least we'll be more used to craploads of busywork more than the kids in other teachers' easier classes. ok hav a good life and comment please. its uplifting to hear from ppl.

^ LJ. sweetartsinca.

Len and Rin II

More videos of Rin and Len Kagamine. <3 amine

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red world

oh wow i love this cow. he's so happy eh? *cough* (rather lost too...)

hey hey hey! happy chinese new year everyone! :]
i wish we'd be able to enjoy monday and not have school ... er well no. have school, cept make it a fun day. and eat asian food. :D
such a happy day in china today. i wish i was there. and bring all my buddies too. so much food and fun and wonderful stuff to stare at. hm ok im getting overly hyper.
hopefully, this year china gets even better and not drop off even though the olympics rush is over.
best wishes to pplz. i wish i could say i look forward to this year. well some stuff is going to be absolutely amazing, but most stuff is going to be getting worse. *cough busyyy*
oh well. happy chinese new year again.

Len and Rin

ah last time i posted.... october? o.O i thought maybe a month ago. hm these last 4 months have simply flew away and disappeared. okok so the video is on kagamine len and rin. i am a rather hopelss fangirl with summer on this. it's not the original with the synthetic voice, but that one is more difficult to understand and too creepy.